Me As It Is

We are taking this sadness thing too serious mehn😪...next thing depression, then suicidal thoughts...before you know it, you're googling " fastest ways to die without feeling so much pain" ...p.s i'd recommend binge cos google will start telling you to talk to someone 😂 ... Very nice and considerate something 😏. When you die what next? You only just succeeded in inflicting pain and scarring those who love you for life. And your parents? The people that suffered to send money to train you and feed you and house you and clothe you🤷🏽. And worst of all🙂 You think life is too hard? Wait till you burn in hell for taking your life...life that you did not give yourself🤦🏾 Oya let's do a little evaluation of  "Possible Situations That Could Be Causing Your Sadness" ...p.s this is going to be a pretty long post...long but interesting 😌 ...back to our evaluation ( please forgive my excessive use of ellipses 😩 ) PEER PRESSURE a.k.a "CAN...

What exactly does friendship mean to you? I once had a feud with a course mate because i had considered her an acquaintance when in actual sense she was being a friend...a good one at that😩. It hurt her that i had considered her an acquaintance because her intentions towards me were sincere...how insensitive of me😑 You see, relationships are quite tricky, whether romantic, family, platonic...as long as feelings are involved, a lot of things are bound to play out with compromises at the fore front...you get baa? I have had different experiences all in the name of friendship mehn!😪 I've been moved to tears so many times...for good and bad because oh well, i cry for almost everything😏 . I have had "friends" take me for granted, i have had "friends" laugh at my flaws, i have had "friends" turn their backs on me when i needed them the most. I have not been the best myself 🤷🏽 but one thing is for sure, i always try to apologize and show rem...

My very first blog post and deep down my heart asides the fact that i'm having this particular "no feeling" - the numbness and feeling of nothingness with a very thin underlying feeling of fear, which i have completely ignored for a long time, so yea...its nothing too🙂 - i am happy that i can call myself a blogger, a baby blogger 😋 I'm usually one to share my thoughts through writing, because well my head is a really noisy place and i try to put it out so i don't go crazy. It was mostly via my whatsapp status but it doesn't allow me write as much as i want without lots of people sending in complaints of how they are tired of the length of my uploads, so i thought, a blog will do! And here we are baby!😂😂😂 I am also going to use this medium to reach out to as many young people as i can, which is actually my primary aim of creating this platform. Get to share what i have have been through and even what i am at the moment, just to remind people...